3/14 is Gold!

I ended last night sick at my tummy and throwing up....I took too many pain killers and not enough food. The good news is I hardly ate and threw up a bit of what I did eat :)

Today I have not a thing to do and that makes me nervous! My mom and I are going to run to Whole Foods for salad and more waters but that's really all I have on my agenda...how sad lol! I'll  update!

Recovering from the cookie binge

Yup I screwed up yesterday with a damn cookie binge...10-12 oreos!!!! I was doing so well. I don't know how I could have let it happen!! My little brother came home with groceries, cookies being one of them! I resisted while my mom and brother ate them. I felt so in control, powerful, and above them for not giving into the temptation and then before I know it, I'm stuffing them down my throat!! I wasn't even hungry and oreos are not my fav!! WHY!!????? My water consumption yesterday was poor as well :( I probably had 30-40oz!

 I keep saying it but I'M BACK ON TRACK TODAY!! I can't fail again...I just don't have enough time before returning home to Cali! I drank senna tea last night so that helped get some of the nasty waste out...now I wish I would have done a double dose of it!! I've already had a good BM this morning though :) To make up for last night's cookie binge I'm going to have to do extra cardio today at the gym. I'm going to skip the classes and head straight for the cardio machines! I'll get a good caffeine fix and burn my ass off!!!!! As for food, salad only and then of course a liter of water!! A dose of seena tea will be my night cap!

I'm dreading weighing in tomorrow...I don't feel I've made much progress or lost :( At least I'll know where I'm at.
UPDATE
I just hit my Mom's gold mine! Her pain killers! She has been hiding them from me and I just so happened to find them!!! I know, I'm horrid but if you knew the women you would understand! Anyways, I took a handful and ate three 5mg pills. I should be feelin pretty good here soon! The pills will help keep the hunger at bay but may make it hard to go to the gym....I'm thinking today will be all about starving...IDK just yet...???
UPDATE
I have been enjoying my opiate numb out and chain smoking like an old Hollywood actress. I don't see a workout in today's future : / I haven't consumed a single calorie and it's almost 5pm!!! Very pleased indeed!! Sense I'm not going to be working out I will just nibble on yesterday's Whole Foods salad. The bad news is I haven't been drinking WATER!! I don't know why this is hard for me!? I just can't seem to get a liter in daily!!

PROJECT GO HOME SKINNY: DAY 2

Last night finished well and day one was a success!! I almost didn't eat at all, then ended up smoking buds and getting a mean stoney hunger. I ate my salad from whole foods! I didn't eat it all :) Mom finished it off. I didn't end up drinking the senna tea :/ No BM so far today :/ I did drink the last of what was left from my liter water bottle...I need to walk to the gas station or grocery store and buy more as well as more fruits and veggies! I'm also going to increase my water intake today! I need to drink at least 1.5 liters! I didn't weight in this morning...I plan on it tomorrow morning however!! Another goal today is too smoke less...my lungs are actually hurting and I need to quit anyhow...The Master Cleanse doesn't call for ciggies and I want quit before I start it! That and the caffeine of course! I really don't want to suffer through the caffeine headaches! Here I am lol drinking a tall mug of black coffee...my 2nd tall mug :/ I need the energy....I want to do my NYC Ballet DVD and The Yoga Booty Ballet DVD as well as go for a race walk! I never did the DVD's last night :/ Thank god I did all that walking!!!
Here I come day 2!
UPDATE:
Scored again....Mom just gave me a pain pill!!! I didn't even have t ask! I'm really thankful because I was having hunger pains and had no healthy food here! The little magic pill killed the pains! The bad news is I haven't worked out and have yet to get WATER! I will and I'll also get something healthy to eat for later! Fruits or veggies of course!
UPDATE:
Argg! Hunger is back! The pain pill didn't do too much. I filled the coffee mug back up :/ I need the energy to get off my ass, get my water and healthy food, and WORKOUT!!!!