Could it be for real!!??

I bravely stepped on the scale this morning... It read 110lbs!!!!!!!??? Yesterday at the gym I was 113lbs on their scale. It was night and I had clothing on. Could I seriously have lost 3lbs? I'm going to weigh in again at the gym and compare the numbers. 110lbs would be FN fabulous!! I mean, I know it's probably a lot of water weight but WHATEVER! I'll take it lol!

Yesterday went pretty well ;) I only consumed coffee, 3 little cookies (under 200 calories), and of course WATER! It wasn't healthy food but I'm still pleased with the calorie intake. I went to the gym and did a yoga class for an hour, did some strength training on my legs and ass, and took a steam. It was Divine but not enough exercise :( I really should have done some cardio! Fuck! Got to make it up today...Damn it!

Today feels as if it will be another "good" day! I woke up without panic for once! I'm happily sipping my coffee and getting my caffeine buzz on. The agenda for the day is major restriction and I'm most definitely hitting the gym for cardio, pilates, and yoga! Oh yeah, I MUST DRINK MORE WATER!! My water intake is pathetic!

The count down to returning back to CA and my hubby is beyond close.....6 FREAKIN DAYS!!!!! I've come to terms, that I'm not returning with my GW. That doesn't mean I'm giving up however! I'll lose as much as humanly possible and when I get home I'll continue! I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I have so much to do before I leave and it's overwhelming me beyond belief! How the hell am I supposed to get all my belongings back in 1 suitcase and a carry on? I'm a clothing whore and refuse to leave my treasures behind! Geesh, my make up alone needs it's own suitcase lol! This shall be interesting!

Wish me luck..hehe
Hope you lovelies are well!!!
xo

Quitting Smoking!!!!

                                                           That's right I QUIT SMOKING!!!!!

I have always been repulsed by those nasty smelly ciggies but was using them as an appetite suppressant. I was also using them while on pain killers, which is really the only time I enjoyed them. Well, I'm out of pain killers and they no longer really suppress my appetite. I have no use for them anymore and they just gross me out, so bye bye ciggies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today has been so-so.....I woke up and was already dreading the day :( I of course woke up bloated and disgusted with myself from the 2 day binge, but the senna laxie tea is helping a bit! I'm just down today...nothing to look forward to...I feel lonely and anxious :( The agenda for the day is pretty drab; I'm going to clean house, dishes, and laundry. I'll shower and doll up a bit. Hit the gym for a good calorie burn fest and eat healthy ( hardly anything, salad, fruits, or veggies)! While at the gym, I'll hop onto their scale and get an accurate weight! I'm leaning more and more towards being a vegetarian, which I'm ecstatic about! My body is feeling better and better :) I want to pick up some good books on the subject! If anyone has any advice on books, let me know!!!

* I almost forgot!!! HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UPDATE
I FUCKED IT ALL UP! TODAY=FAILED=FATTY